I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me...

 but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. 

 Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much,

 my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... 

And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it,

 and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything 

but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...

 You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. 

But don't worry... you will someday.